.... grows bigger when I go down to the desert. I don't know what it is about dry, red, quiet places like that. As a human, I feel complete peace, but as a climber, I sometimes feel like I don't belong. Oof, I hate that feeling! But it is so prevasive, especially in places where we want to belong. I have been a stronger climber in the past, and sometimes it is hard to remember my strength and feel like I am